A balance between false gospels?

Is there to be a balance between Legalism and Antinomianism or is there an altogether different answer to our guilt? Was not that answer to that question forshadowed so long ago as Adam and Eve covered their shame by the works of their own hands? As they expected the righteous crushing of their own life by a holy God - instead a wounding of Eve's own seed and final crushing by that seed of the tempter was promised. Then the seriousness of their crime and God's wrath was displayed there as an innocent animal was slain and they were clothed with the skin of that animal by God's own hand.

Since that day, God has delivered his chosen ones by turning their eyes in faith to Him alone for rescue - that rescue being accomplished by the shedding of innocent blood and the covering of their shame with a righteousness not their own. Most men throughout the history of mankind have sought to justify themselves and have displayed these efforts by both legalistic efforts and antinomian efforts. Some cover their shame with robes of antinomian grace that demands no death and they seek an earthly kingdom. Some cover their shame with doctrinal acknowledgement of sin, of death by sin, and even of righteousness by faith; but they clothe themselves in their self-wrought efforts at faithfulness (mistaking that for faith) instead of being clothed (by God) in the righteousness which is by faith - wrought of God. Others clothe themselves in efforts to meet the demands of God's holy law as if to undo their past infractions and ignoring their heart condition which hates God's law. Plodding along are some strange creatures - pilgrims - created in Christ who are by Him poor in Spirit, who mourn over their sin, who are humble as they hunger and thirst for a righteousness greater than the greatest religious man they know. They do not judge but instead show mercy as they do not cease to be amazed by the mercy God has shown to them. Their hearts have been purified and washed by God Himself with his blood; and they seek peace for all men. As they shine this light of peace in the darkness they are hated (especially by those who seek to justify themselves with religious effort) because men love darkness rather than light because their deeds are evil. But even as these pilgrims are hated and persecuted they rejoice for their reward is in heaven. They do not seek their best life now. They believe that in losing this life they will find life. What a strange creature. What an impossible creature, yet with God all things are possible. This creature in Christ does not glory in these descriptions of himself but he longs for these things as he groans to be delivered from his body of death and to finally be like the one who died that he might live. He does not even demand that others be like him, instead he desires that others be shown the same mercy - that their eyes would be turned completely upon the lamb - the one who alone is worthy to be praised. He does not glory even in his faith. He sees that his faith was a gift from God and desires it for those who remain in darkness and have not faith. Meanwhile, wolves in sheep’s clothing or prideful men pretending humility try to drag these sheep from the shepherd - but He will not let them go. The sheep are broken hearted over those who continue marching through the wide gate of destruction even while they talk of believing in Christ the narrow gate. But the shepherd does not know them. Only the Great Shepherd can do the saving. O Great Shepherd, O worthy Lamb, will you not save more?

Woman, Behold Your Son!

John 19:26-27 "Woman, behold your son!...behold your mother!


By nature all men, especially in time of pain, sorrow, and injustice are completely self absorbed. To see the needs of another and focus our attention on another person does not come by nature and all the more so is that the case in a time of suffering.


The disciple to whom Jesus spake these words from the cross later wrote in I John 4:12 "if we love one another, God abides in us and his love is perfected in us"


In the suffering of our Savior we see this perfect love. His love is completely centered on the Father as will be seen in his other cries from the cross. Here His love for the father is demonstrated in his love for others. 


It is impossible to fully imagine the depth of the suffering as Christ was experiencing not only extreme physical pain, not only the rejection of men, but the anger of the Father at sin being poured out upon Him.


Yet the first words of Christ from the cross that John records for us are these words demonstrating and demanding selfless love for the brethren.


As we think on Mary for a moment...surely there can be no human hurt of the heart as deep and crushing as the loss of a child. Not only was Mary watching her son be cruelly tortured, unjustly treated, and put to death; but this Son was perfect. He had never disobeyed her, he had never dishonored her, he had never failed to perfectly love her. Surely her mind traveled back to Gabriel's words only a short time ago..."And behold,, you will conceive in your womb and bear a Son, and you shall call his name Jesus. He will be great and will be called the Son of the Most High. And the Lord God will give to him the throne of his father David, and he will reign over the house of Jacob forever, and of his kingdom there will be no end."


She had kept these things in her heart...John nor the other gospel writers record his mother as one of the visitors at his tomb. Perhaps she was one of those about whom Jesus spoke when he said to Thomas "Blessed are those who have not seen and yet have believed."


Not long after Gabriel's announcement, Mary had said to Elizabeth: "My soul magnifies the Lord, and my spirit magnifies the Lord, and my spirit rejoices in God my Savior, for he has looked on the humble estate of his servant. For behold, from now on all generations will call me blessed; for he who is might has done great things for me, and holy is his name."


No unbelieving mother could have stood at the foot of such a cruel cross with peace. The crushing pain in Mary's heart was surely assuaged by the same faith that Abraham had obediently demonstrated as he raised a knife to slay his only son - believing that God was able to raise him from the dead.


Jesus would soon be ascending to heaven as Mary's Savior and no longer as her son. John and Mary like you and I now would have a new family during our short pilgrimage - the family of God - those bought by the precious blood of Christ. And together we walk as strangers believing "the disciple" John as he reminds us: "Beloved, we are God's children now, and what we will be has not yet appeared; but we know that when he appears we shall be like him, because we shall see him as he is."